Withdrawal

Today I had to make a difficult decision. Go forward with the Avon walk or respectfully withdraw my pledge to participate.

To walk would mean a commitment of the full fundraising amount of $1,800, a looming number I have struggled with since I began this venture. Setting foot on the pavement at the Avon camp means I am financially responsible for the difference between my current fundraising total and the $1,800 minimum. Though Turbo & I still have a donation to make, we cannot afford to donate the $1,200 discrepancy at this time.

I knew when I began this year it would be perhaps the most difficult time to attempt to raise such a large amount of donations. Our economy is struggling, for some that means loss of jobs and homes, for others it is feeling less secure than every before. I understand these obstacles and knew long ago that meeting my goals would be impacted by them.

At the same time, I believe in seizing an opportunity when it arises, giving to those who need it, and working as part of a community to make this world a better place. I felt that this was the time for me to give this walk a try. I did not know how it would end, but I knew that now is the time that organizations like this need support more than ever.

My contribution of nearly $700 is not enough for me to participate in the walk tomorrow. But perhaps it is enough to help a woman and her family pay for lodging while she seeks treatment, or provide a mammogram for someone who cannot afford it, maybe it will fund education programs in 1 school for 1 year, or buy a couple of wigs for chemo patients. Knowing that the money will go to those who need it is enough for me to feel proud of what I have done, not defeated by what I have not.

So, today I graciously withdrew from the walk. It was not my year, not my time. There could be 100 factors as to why, but none of them matter. I have done what I could and I am extremely proud of that.

I am eternally grateful for the support of everyone that did donate to this cause. You should feel just as proud to be a part of something that has potential to save the life of another being. It takes a special person to offer help with no rewards, and it is a privilege to know so many with this selfless quality.

Thank you.